It's gonna be an immensely tense month. With so many things not done on my checklist.
Driving, project and school is definitely keeping me busy. It's like I'm getting busier day by day and it slowly draining me dry.
Been feeling so lethargic lately that I've been sleeping real early almost everyday.

xoxo
Rena.

It's another "truant" day. Ironically, I left my wallet in mom's bag which resulted to a no go to school.
Practically stuck at home with no cash. What a great way to end off my April if you ask me.
This semester's modules aren't that fantastic to. It's a bore I swear.
Accounting and Business Information Systems.
First of all, Accounting and I were never friends from the start. I can never get to figure Accounting. 
Secondly, BIS is such a retarded module to start with. I can go on and on bout how BIS is just a waste of my time and how it just seem so irrelevant to my course.

Moving on, celebrated mama's 76th birthday at Sands yesterday. Had a great brunch and I'm glad that she's happy :)
Love her always.






The killer Steve Madden heels that I bought in NY. It's so hard to walk in them. Bought them because they were such a steal.
Good investment but you can never walk for long. My toe bled once because of the heels. Killer heels living up to it's name. For sure.

Last day of April, how time flies. May tomorrow. I need 48 hours when May comes. 
So many things to be done, so little time. Gonna be really occupied next month.

xoxo
Rena.

It's been such a long time since I've updated this space. Approximately a month plus if you ask me. 
April been pretty alright with New York and Frankfurt for 2 weeks.
2 weeks to clear my clouded thoughts but unfortunately I'm still back at where I left off. Ironic.
Left my heart in New York but it's alright, gonna be back at the end of the year.
Though New York is kinda dangerous but it was adaptable for me. 
It's definitely a buzzing city with people from all walks of life.
From hobos to bohos. You name it, you have it.
But I'll definitely choose LA over New York anytime! love LA hands down. LA is just so serene and slow pace.
Frankfurt was just BORING. Too many stuff happened there. Unpleasant experience.








Now that I'm back, I just need time to find myself again. I'm just too caught up with the things/people around me that I slowly forget where my roots are. Felt so misguided. I hope this is just a phase and I'll be able to bypass it very soon. 

xoxo
Rena.

Yesterday taught me a very valuable lesson. It kinda made me ponder bout my own life.
How fast I'm growing up as an adult and it's scaring me a little.
It's like you're breaking free from the comfort zone of your parents and learning to be free.
When I was a kid, I always wanted to grow up as soon as possible but all I want right now, is for time to stop.
For me to cherish and love the people around me. To immensely appreciate all the little things.
Life's a ride, no doubt bout that.

xoxo
Rena.

14 more days till the start of my exams.
Everyone seems be released by the clutches of exams except me. LE SIGH. The irony I know.

The word forgiveness came to my mind before I went to bed.
11 alphabets with a distinct meaning. A brand new start after a folly mistake.
Sometimes you wonder why are you that forgiving after he/she had tampered with your trust.
Trust is such a fragile word that once it's broken there's no way you're able to piece it back together again.
Forgiving and trusting is like taking a leap of faith. It dares you to take up the challenge to the unknown.

xoxo
Rena.

The pre-exam period is slowly taking a toll on me. So much to study and well, so little time to spare.
Been so busy lately that I do not have the time to actually update this space. I used to be able to update this space real frequent but now it's just fortnightly or longer than that. 
This space used to be a place where I confide in becomes a space that I feel so unfamiliar with.
I no longer talk about my life, my goals, my perspective in life. It's all dull and vague now. Still contemplating if I should just shut this space for good. My love for blogging seems to be fading with the amount of other commitments I'm having.
Looking back, I've been blogging for a long time now. I started at 12 and it's been a good 7 years. Time flies for sure.





This was taken at 8 on a friday morning. Right outside my balcony. Lovely morning to start with :)
If only every morning I'm surprised with things that will make me smile instantly. Life will be like cloud nine I'm sure.



Couldn't be bothered to post more pixs because it's taking a little longer to load. 
1st week of study break flew pass just like that. Not very productive.
Hoping that the 2nd and 3rd week will be better. Fingers crossed!
Gotta complete my practicals before 15th March too! busy March!
Have a good week ahead! :D

xoxo
Rena.

This week was an anxiety week with deadlines to be met. 2 whole sleepless nights got me pretty messed up.
Handed in the projects in exchange for my life back. My well deserved mini break.
Talked to mom in the car for an hour the other day and it's always these small talks that leaves me pondering.
I'm so afraid of taking chances because I'm afraid that I'll regret.
I know regrets and mistakes are memories made. But in reality you just wallow in self-pity.

xoxo
Rena.

It's the busy schedule that is stopping me from updating this space.
Driving/Projects/School. 
I just feel that I gotta start setting my priorities straight. More like iron out my priorities.
It seems like it's in a mess and I hate how I can't seem to juggle my stuff well.
I hope February will end quickly.

On a side note, everything happens for a reason, all we gotta do is just to accept and move on.

Shall share my camwhory pictures now. HAHAHA.







xoxo
Rena.

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Surprised CC at Holland's 2am Dessert Bar and I'm pretty happy that it was a great success!
I'm just glad she liked what we planned and bought for her :)
Growing up, I've always love surprises and birthdays. Seeing the expression on your love ones, PRICELESS. 
Seeing them happy, puts a smile on my face as well. Simple contentment.
Ordered a bottle of champagne and all of us felt that it was good money spent because the champagne was really good. Way better than Moet (that's what I feel now).
Nevertheless, I gotta cut down on my alcohol intake. Been drinking way too much.
Moving on, I've decided to let bygones be bygones and start counting my blessings one by one.
Life's short, so why brood over nothing?

Lastly, HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY CC!

xoxo
Rena.

Its been sucha long time since I've updated this space. Loads of pictures to share as well! :)
It's the CNY period and man, this CNY been treating me fairly well :)
with loads of red packets and good company :)
Not forgetting that things around me been pretty smooth sailing too.
(Shall not speak of it too soon cause whenever I feel a tat happy, things will start to spiral a little. Life's like that for me.)
Oh and I went to get my hair done last week in anticipation for CNY.
Got rid of the highlights and dyed my entire hair instead. From Magenta highlights to some light ashy colour (?)

so it's from this to this:




xoxo
Rena.